There are close to 20 million people in this city. We are stacked up nearly on top of one another . With all these people, I cannot find solace anywhere, yet I have never been so lonely. I heard of being the most loneliest in a crowd, but I cannot fathom being anymore alone, than I am now. I once rented a wreck, (yes that was the name of the company) that broke down on me on a deserted highway. A truck driver picked me up and took me to the next town. He was going a different way and dropped me off at the Greyhound Bus Stop. I waited until 3 that morning for the bus to make its rounds. There wasn’t a sole around for those five hours, and no traffic on the road. The pay phone did not work, and I found myself longing for anyone, even a stray cat. I was less lonely at that bus stop, than I am at this moment in my life. Why do I feel this way? Where I would rather die right now as a young man, than to live to be 120, as a lonely old man?
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Why do I at times feel so terribly alone, particularly among a throng of people?